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The sun smiles in the morning in Shanghai.
I feel warm all the day.And the mood is quite good.
How long haven’t I be happy.
I do not know.
My grandfather has gone forever.
I do not know how to describe my mood.
It is not sad.
Neither it is angry.
Actually,I think maybe it is a good choice to my grandfather.
He can leave the state of pain.
When a person can not live happily,without food ,without movement,without entertainment,even without talk,he is the closest to the death.
When my grandfather was in the hospital,he could do nothing.
Even fear is leaving him.When we asked my grandfather whether he feared or not when other patients died.He said “No.“
Maybe he has already seen the life clearly and get ready to leave.
Death can be called“a monument of his life“ to him.
Not everyone can have the same attitude to death.
So I respect my grandfather even at the end of his life.
I felt ashamed that I did not do something for my grandfather though he gave me a
colorful childhood.
He did not wait for the time that I could make money to give him.
What a shame!
So I told myself I should not only respect my parents but also take care of them.
How can I do this?
What I know now is that I should do something no matter what it is.